If you are wondering who Radiumz is, well just get a taste of his style by watching the videos below. Now, I never met Radiumz (Real name will remain a secret) in person, but I have spoken to him, and I must tell you he is not a scary character.
The warning for the videos are the truth, I tested my 8 year old son to watch at least 1 minute of the movies below, and he could not (he said that the video was creepy). Radiumz's videos are low budget, but the video techniques and the music that he himself creates adds chills and interest that keeps you glued to the screen. These videos are my favorite, even though they are from about 5 years ago, either way they still have richness and oddness. I must say I have never known anyone with his filming style.
To me Radiumz is a one of a kind character, and I hope soon he will become the director, producer or movie genius this world deserves to see.
Follow his work on YouTube.com:
Get inside my mind, interests, life and the things that I do daily. Most of the time I speak my mind, so beware. :P
WARNING!!
November 28, 2011
November 27, 2011
What is Love?
This an age old question that many scholars and students have pondered to understand for many centuries now. There are people that believe that Love is only associated with God, and that He is the only One that can truly let us know how it feels...blah, blah, blah. Then there are those that truly feel that Love is not only an emotion but a chemical reaction linked within our brains. So, as you can see, Science and Religion will and always collide within their reasons and research.
I, for instance; have documented what Love is over the years. Starting with the most obvious: your child. A mother's or a father's Love for their child is a strong bond, that can never be broken. Yet, for some parents that just found out that they cannot accept the fact that their child is Gay, decide to disown their own flesh and blood, rather than accept the fact that there is nothing they can do. I believe that Love should overcome an obstacle, sex orientation, and pain.
Love in a relationship can be a bit confusing, in High School they teach you that most students confuse love with lust, infatuation, or even the need to lie about their feelings to "Score". I believe that Love should only be used when that person is clear on the fact that what they are feeling is beyond the infatuation part (which happens in the beginning of a blooming relationship). Love should also never be used as trickery to disguise the fact that the person never in fact had feelings for the other.
I conclude by saying that Love should always be in a relationship between partners or parents. Love should always be in the hearts of those that may have been clouded from judgments of others. To me Love should always be in everything that a person does everyday of their lives. Because without Love there would be a void in the world, or even a dark hole in a persons' character or way of life. Love is by far the strongest emotion a person can possess, making that person do the dumbest things out of Love. Love is not a toy to be meddled with, and it should never be taken for granted. We may never really know truly what Love really is, or even if scientists can come up with a "Love Gene". But what we can count on is the beating of our hearts and the happiness that comes with that feeling of LOVE.
I would like to dedicate this article to Jimmer Kolb, Santa Ortiz, Fidel Cirino and the rest of my family, fans and followers.
I, for instance; have documented what Love is over the years. Starting with the most obvious: your child. A mother's or a father's Love for their child is a strong bond, that can never be broken. Yet, for some parents that just found out that they cannot accept the fact that their child is Gay, decide to disown their own flesh and blood, rather than accept the fact that there is nothing they can do. I believe that Love should overcome an obstacle, sex orientation, and pain.
Love in a relationship can be a bit confusing, in High School they teach you that most students confuse love with lust, infatuation, or even the need to lie about their feelings to "Score". I believe that Love should only be used when that person is clear on the fact that what they are feeling is beyond the infatuation part (which happens in the beginning of a blooming relationship). Love should also never be used as trickery to disguise the fact that the person never in fact had feelings for the other.
I conclude by saying that Love should always be in a relationship between partners or parents. Love should always be in the hearts of those that may have been clouded from judgments of others. To me Love should always be in everything that a person does everyday of their lives. Because without Love there would be a void in the world, or even a dark hole in a persons' character or way of life. Love is by far the strongest emotion a person can possess, making that person do the dumbest things out of Love. Love is not a toy to be meddled with, and it should never be taken for granted. We may never really know truly what Love really is, or even if scientists can come up with a "Love Gene". But what we can count on is the beating of our hearts and the happiness that comes with that feeling of LOVE.
I would like to dedicate this article to Jimmer Kolb, Santa Ortiz, Fidel Cirino and the rest of my family, fans and followers.
November 14, 2011
Interview with Myself
If I were to have an interview with myself this is how it would be like:
How was your weekend? "Well, it was great, if you consider being sick and having to plan three birthday parties while broke like a hobo."
Why haven't you updated your blog? "Because I had to reinstall a better Windows program (Ultimate), and had to adjust to my new laptop, anymore questions you douche?"
Do you love your job? "No Comment"
Whatever happened to mikaSketches? "Only time will tell (8-Ball prediction)."
Are you looking forward to Thanksgiving? "Who ever looks forward to it? You fucking cook until your fingers and feet bleed, and then a bunch of hobos come over and eat all your damn food, and then YOU have to clean it all up like a fucking slave. I love Thanksgiving!"
Who are your friends? "The voices in my head."
What do you wish for? "To have a paranormal visit from my dead mother, in which I never met, because my father was a tyrant."
How old are you? "Old enough to kick your ass."
Do you have any questions to ask me? "When was the last time you put deodorant on, you smell like a sweat shop."
Why haven't you updated your blog? "Because I had to reinstall a better Windows program (Ultimate), and had to adjust to my new laptop, anymore questions you douche?"
Do you love your job? "No Comment"
Whatever happened to mikaSketches? "Only time will tell (8-Ball prediction)."
Are you looking forward to Thanksgiving? "Who ever looks forward to it? You fucking cook until your fingers and feet bleed, and then a bunch of hobos come over and eat all your damn food, and then YOU have to clean it all up like a fucking slave. I love Thanksgiving!"
Who are your friends? "The voices in my head."
What do you wish for? "To have a paranormal visit from my dead mother, in which I never met, because my father was a tyrant."
How old are you? "Old enough to kick your ass."
Do you have any questions to ask me? "When was the last time you put deodorant on, you smell like a sweat shop."
November 5, 2011
Mika's Odd Thoughts 4
At times I may find myself in weird, funny or raunchy conversations, so obviously I would document parts of the convo and think of the perfect time to post these crazy verbal meetings.
I have a list of slang, raunchy, and made up words for the technical terms for: Penis and Vagina. Yeah, I know...sounds a bit childish, but these words really had me laughing until my eyes were red and tearing.
I will not list the terms in this post, but will include them in the comment section, so that everyone will get the chance to list their crazy ass terms.
To top off this post...here are some photos from my Halloween:
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| College Zombie |
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| Zombie Family |
October 30, 2011
October 26, 2011
The Meaning of My Tattoo
When I pass away, the one thing I will forward to is seeing my mother for the very first time. Since I was a little girl I had always dreamed of knowing and meeting my mother, as I became a teenager that search was an everyday ordeal. Not knowing my mother has put a void in my life, that those that know what I am talking about can only explain to people as an emptiness, or a deep sadness that never goes away.
The day that my mother finally found me was 2 years ago. That day was another day I will never forget, I cried for hours, and tried my hardest to understand what she was telling me (She did not speak English). After a year of playing phone tag, texting pictures, and having my brother translate our conversation; I dreaded meeting her. Meeting someone that you know deep in your heart is the piece to your puzzle of life was just a hop, skip and a plain ticket away. I vowed to save my money to meet my mother when taxes came the next year.
My chance never came; my mother had passed away from a Heart Attack. My heart sank to the pit of hell, because there, there was no return of happiness that I was once felt. My goal in life to meet her these 25 years were wiped away like a tear drop, there would never be a chance to ever set my own two eyes on her. Since all I really knew was my mother's name, I decided to get a tattoo as a memory to her. The women that never once given up hope in finding me, the women that everyone to this day say that I look identical like her.
I am her first child, and I am the last thing she ever wanted to see before she passed. Her name will forever be etched onto my skin; until the day that I die.
R.I.P Santa Ortiz
Thank you to Angry Banana for working with me on this tattoo design.
The day that my mother finally found me was 2 years ago. That day was another day I will never forget, I cried for hours, and tried my hardest to understand what she was telling me (She did not speak English). After a year of playing phone tag, texting pictures, and having my brother translate our conversation; I dreaded meeting her. Meeting someone that you know deep in your heart is the piece to your puzzle of life was just a hop, skip and a plain ticket away. I vowed to save my money to meet my mother when taxes came the next year.
My chance never came; my mother had passed away from a Heart Attack. My heart sank to the pit of hell, because there, there was no return of happiness that I was once felt. My goal in life to meet her these 25 years were wiped away like a tear drop, there would never be a chance to ever set my own two eyes on her. Since all I really knew was my mother's name, I decided to get a tattoo as a memory to her. The women that never once given up hope in finding me, the women that everyone to this day say that I look identical like her.
I am her first child, and I am the last thing she ever wanted to see before she passed. Her name will forever be etched onto my skin; until the day that I die.
R.I.P Santa Ortiz
Thank you to Angry Banana for working with me on this tattoo design.
October 22, 2011
The Best Halloween Picture of All Time
I posted a photo on Facebook (Fan page). This photo got so much recognition, shares and comments, that I had to let my readers know. Join the conversation and comment on this photo:
October 21, 2011
TGIF What Costume Will You Buy Today?
The great thing about Fridays is getting that fat check, unless you are in my shoes(Get checks on Saturday-BOOO). Many people wait unless that last week possible to get their Halloween costumes,because:
Last Year I was:
I scared all the kids, and my makeup sucked because I used my acrylic paint (do not try this at home).
Post below what you are planning on being this Halloween. Submit a photo of you in your costume after Halloween. Photos will be published with your consent in my next post. Please send photos to contact.myjourney1982@yahoo.com
- They have no fucking idea what the heck they want to be.
- They do not normally celebrate Halloween.
- They have their panties up their whoo-haa and they do not know the meaning of fun, or free candy.
Last Year I was:
Post below what you are planning on being this Halloween. Submit a photo of you in your costume after Halloween. Photos will be published with your consent in my next post. Please send photos to contact.myjourney1982@yahoo.com
October 18, 2011
October 16, 2011
Premature Halloween
I asked my kid if he was excited about Halloween this year and this is how he replied:
October 14, 2011
October 13, 2011
October 11, 2011
Greatest Picture I have taken This week So far
Sometimes I surprise myself with the pictures that I take, or even the long ass completely obvious titles of my posts.
Here you go my Readers, enjoy this beautiful picture and remind yourself the beauty of nature. Even though the winters are butt fucking cold!
Here you go my Readers, enjoy this beautiful picture and remind yourself the beauty of nature. Even though the winters are butt fucking cold!
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| Take that Bing! |
Blog FAIL
This mobile blog posting by using email, mms/sms is the suckiest thing I have ever used besides Myspace.
The length of mypost its broken up between other posts...what! So when I get done saying what I have to say everyone has to read the post in two or three parts, and backwards!
Blog Fail!
I also could not send pictures within this post...BALLS.
The length of mypost its broken up between other posts...what! So when I get done saying what I have to say everyone has to read the post in two or three parts, and backwards!
Blog Fail!
I also could not send pictures within this post...BALLS.
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